I am tired, I will go to sleep in a while, it is late already. Life has finally changed for me for the good - I couldn't have given myself a better new year gift. I HAVE PEACE OF MIND. I am resolved to make things work and stand on my own feet, for as long as it takes. Feeling my 28 ages on my shoulder, this is how I can describe my exhaustion and determination to succeed. Santa, please do not knock on my door this year - I have not bought any gifts for anyone, and I am expecting no gifts from anyone. BG.