Freaks was a thing I photographed a lot ... it had a terrific kind of excitement for me... Most people go through life dreading they'll have a traumatic experience. Freaks are born with their trauma. They've already passed it. They're aristocrats. Diane Arbus

Wasn't in the mood today to do much, too exhausted to go out by myself, was expecting to spend a nice afternoon with Kotmish outside, doing something nice, but looks like he has better things to do - like hang with biker friends and so I am stuck at home today, any ideas of how to spend quiality time by yourself? Listened to my favorite CDs, cooked a delicious dinner, dreamed a little, and dressed up even there is no occasion. It is amazing how clothes can transform us, and make us feel better for no reason. I definitely need a cat. In fact, being in Washington, I shouldn't be complaining, since I am %100 sure there are lots of activities to do in the area, open air amphitheatres, world renowned theatres, museums, cafes, what not. Yet ever since I came from Turkiye, I have not felt the smallest desire to go out and socialize as I used to - instead, I have been reading and writing - totally detached from the city I live in.